i just don't know how to title this...

i am so _____! (insert best word there)

I call the boys in from outside to come eat dinner. Jett had already been sitting at the table eating. Jake and Jonah come in, wash there hands, and begin to complain cause we're having spaghetti...."this is dinner! if you don't eat then you get no snacks for the rest of the night." they piddle and play....still not many bites taken.

within minutes of me going through that Jett begins to vomit. YUCK! Why??? I scoop him up and give him a bath, dress him and give him a 'da-da' of water. (goodness knows he's not getting milk again tonight....that's all i need is curdled milk in the middle of the night if he goes it again) I really don't think I can take much more of today. It was going good until dinner. We really did have a good day!!! Well, except for Jett having HORRIBLE diaper rash so I have to bathe him everytime he goes #2. He's whiny. He's obviously sick...but what to give him to make him feel better??? I'm afraid it's just the virus that seems to be circulating around town...I'm so sore....I feel like I could give birth any minute! I sure want to!

could you please say a quick prayer?? i just NEED to get things done and have them all go smoothly. HA! yeah right! just getting things done would be a good start.

did i mention i had to clean the highchair cover...the vomit is still on the floor. (i gated the kitchen so the kids can't get in there) oh, and i have to clean the WHOLE highchair too cause the wheels rolled through it as i was pulling him out and trying to not get it all over me. YUCK! i just needed to escape and scream in my pillow....then come tell someone....you know it always helps to talk (or type).....

I'm off to clean it up now! thanks for listening!